irritations: five cent pieces. lime green. sunsets. milo. spiders.
insomnia. bride wars. greasy hair. old things. feet. procrastination. pepsi. dry.
women's business suits. envy. bruised apples. country. the prince. understatements. skin. lack of physical contact. fluro yellow. the earth. mundane. perfection. truth.
bordem. gabriella cilmi. being goood. procrastination. vomit colours. chaos. long dresses. silence. sitting still. early bedtimes. illustrator. real talent. safety. loving people who don't deserve it.
the ‘right’ thing to do. being careful with my heart. realism. crap stories. la soliel. white stripes. the cross. procrastination. more procrastination. being honest unnecessarily. straight men.
beautiful things. curved lines. straight figures. the usual. clean. appreciation of ugly. agreements. people at ease. coughs. Fred. trying hard.
*
"Let me tell you something about the world, kid.
It's a big place, and there are a lot of people in it.
There are bad people and good people, monsters and angels, people you should trust and people you should just downright avoid.
And you wanna know the worst thing about it?
You have no idea what a person is until it's far too late."
"Then what are you?"
"You won't know until it's far too late, kid." - Bloo-Jelly
01 June, 2010
Genesis (Part II)
He hoped and he wished it but it didn’t fall in his lap, so he ain’t even here.
You know, being honest with myself never worked.
My old blog never worked.
A place where I just added constant fuel to the fire, never fucking worked.
Quitting never worked.
Trying never worked.
So now I’m just... doing.
Say stop if it hurts too much.
Stop, reverse.
Shut your goddamn mouth.
I don’t want to feel like this. You know, collapsed.